Balancing In Both Worlds

by Sealow

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released December 2, 2016

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Track Name: Push Me
I can’t sleep
Though it has been weeks
Too tired to dream
Is it sleep I seek?
My eyes are open
But it’s nothing I see
I am at home
Not where I want to be

Pull me under
Push me down
I mean nothing to you
So do what has to be done

The sleepless nights
Took their toll on me
I can’t sleep
You’re all that I see
Waking up in the sweat
That you force through my skin
I stayed at home
But I know where you’ve been

Pull me under
Push me down
I mean nothing to you
So do what has to be done

I can’t sleep
You keep me awake
I can’t dream
You’re all that I see

Pull me under
Push me down
I mean nothing to you
So do what has to be done

I'll never sleep again
I'll never dream
Track Name: Monochrome
I never loved myself that much
But loving you made me feel better
I feel alive
I evolve when you're around
Like a tree in need of good soil
You became the foundation

That helped me in the progress
Of giving in, to growing up
I always was scared of the future
But not anymore

I tried to do this on my own
Gave up on love a long time ago
But the past few days
Made me realize
I have a future
And it's with you
That's more than I should've hope for

I never thought I'd be the one
That would get noticed
But I did
And you chose me
What I felt
Felt so holy
You came around
And made my youth more than golden

I never loved myself that much
But loving you made me better
I felt alive
I evolve when you’re around
Like a tree in need of good soil
You became the foundation

The sweetest words are just not enough
To tell you how much I love you
Track Name: Comfort
I wish I could stay here forever
The density of water
Always feels like home

Breathe in, breathe out
I am getting closer
My heartbeat, so loud
I live under water

Comfort in what surrounds me
Floating towards the light
Drowning is not a danger
It’s an assurance that I'm alive
More gracious than ever
I swim towards the sky
Balancing in both worlds
Finding comfort with no sound

I look up
The sun is all I see

Breathe in, breathe out
I am getting closer
My heartbeat, so loud
I live under water

Drowning is not a danger
It’s an assurance that I'm alive
I leave the land for the living
And enter the water when I dive

I look up
The sun is all I see
Track Name: At Peace
And I’ve been thinking a lot about you
Remembering how it used to be
I still remember the nerves flow through me
When I hung up the phone
It was my mother
I could hear the pain in her voice
He passed away last night
He will be missed

I stayed home that day
Didn’t know what to feel
Everything felt out of place
And nothing, just nothing, felt real

I felt alone
Took way too long to visit your grave
Your new home
This is your new home
I wanted to find peace and let it all go
But I saw you in a casket
While you were no more

I stayed home that day
Didn’t know what to feel
Everything felt out of place
And nothing, just nothing, felt real

I still feel so sorry
I took way too long
But in my own way, I can say:
I still miss him
Track Name: Hey, Friend
Being average turned out to be a cheat
You've been found guilty of being fake and cheap
I wish it would've been different
But this shallow shit is all I see

Hey, friend
Where did you go?
If I'm honest I think we both know
We used to be so close
But mediocrity is not what I need

Call me your judge, call me your jury
I'll be your executioner too
You walk around like you don't know me
But we both know where you've been

Hey, friend
Where did you go?
If I'm honest I think we both know
We used to be so close
But mediocrity is not what I need

Call me your judge, call me your jury
I'll be your executioner too
You walk around like you don't know me
But we both know where you've been

Hey, friend
Where did you go?
If I'm honest I think we both know
We used to be so close
But mediocrity is not what I need

Is not what I need
Track Name: Passing Places
I spend hours all alone
Passing places I don’t know
The roads I travel feel like home
I’m running from something without a way to go

So take me home
I’m not cut out to be alone
Maybe I’m just running from something
A boy on a liar’s throne

Another night, the lights flash by
I can see the houses and the stories that they hold
Maybe it’s time for me to go back and leave the cold
I don’t recognize myself anymore

So take me home
I’m not cut out to be alone
Maybe I’m just running from something
A boy on a liar’s throne